I eagerly awaited this decade past as The Begining of my "life". Ten years ago I was one year into my marriage and newly pregnant. I looked forward to a New Years Eve which would fulfill expectations set in 1982 by (the artist who would become formerly known as) Prince when he told us to "party like it's 1999!" Has any New Years Eve ever been anticipated longer??? I was fresh into a new field of Government work, living in our newly purchased home. The changes forthcoming in the 2000s were unknown and exciting!
Now, a decade later, I am an "old married woman". I am the mother of two children who both define and and give meaning to my life. They also limit the life I
My life has traveled a path in the last ten years I never could have anticipated. Motherhood has proved more challenging and satisfying than I would have believed possible. I have one child with ADHD and another who is blind and most likely autistic. I marvel at the naive view I'd had of parenthood. My life alternates between the whirlwind of activity that is work, school, sports, life and the frustrating slowness that surrounds a child with handicaps. I have long since lost the surety of knowing my path and content myself with the newness of the changing scenery instead.
I leave the "naughties" as a Breast Cancer Survivor. This decade that ushered me into motherhood also brought me face to face with death. I discovered reserves of strength within myself I never would have thought possible. I also found a deep and abiding faith and peacefulness that fortifies me today.
Ten years ago I looked to this past decade as a fulfilment of the promise of my life. Today I see it as but an introduction. The stage has been set, the players cast. I can't wait to turn the page and read my script!
Bring on the next decade! Surprise me! Amaze me! Shock me! I can't be disappointed for time has given me life and life has given me more time. I am anxious to see the me of 2019. It is my only wish for the next decade.